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Friday, November 16, 2012

'Her Name is Maxine!! "and she lives to tell" !!!'1111111111111111

"And I will restore to you the years that the locust hath eaten...." - Joel 2:25


When you travel as often as I do, sometimes it becomes a blur....
So many faces, so many places........
It is hard to remember what cities you were in only a day or two ago.

Every now and then, I cross paths with people who etch themselves into my memory..

Her name was Maxine...Her big brown eyes were full of life and perfectly enhanced the matching, rich color of her skin. Her beautiful smile showcased a radiant joy, as if she had discovered something.

I was certain, I needed to talk with her....

I sat in my plane seat quietly reading my novel. I was nearing the end, and wanted to finish, before the flight ended.
As I closed the book...I felt a stirring in my heart...words were silently coming to my mind..
"Give the book to the woman". This was the opportunity. I stood and approached her as she sat in her plane seat.

She was excited and kept telling me how blessed she was. 'Sixty-six years old'., and she was 'beginning again'.
She was listening to God's call on her life.
A preacher's daughter, who had wandered away from God. Her life hadn't been easy.
Disappointment, discouragement, disillusionment and disaster were companions for many years. All resulting from disobedience.

Yet,... every few sentences, she would exclaim how 'blessed' she was!!
Ordinarily, this really doesn't seem so odd...but the fact was....she could hardly move, and was in extreme physical pain.
She required special assistance to board the plane. Having undergone knee surgery in both legs, she was bound to a wheelchair.

She had also been severely injured at work.
A patient with whom she worked had stricken her across the head. After an in-depth assessment of her injury, it was discovered she had a brain tumor. Several tests later, the doctor's told her the tumor had originated many years before, and was quite massive.
In God's mercy, what began as yet another slap in her face, became a catalyst for new birth from a wretched past.
Again she humbly told me...how blessed she was...
And, with tears gently rolling down her face......she said,... that had it not been for the injury at work, they may never have found the tumor. In the end they found it to be benign.
The striking hand that intended to harm her, was the very hand that God used to bring her the blessing.

You see, she suffered the original strike repeatedly,..as a young bride, ... from an abusive husband,....years of physical and mental abuse hauntingly followed her...as she wandered further from the truth that could save her.

She has recently undergone brain surgery,..and is disabled from her former work...she now begins her true calling..
Where she once lived a life of abuse and neglect, she now thrives in the hope of her freedom.
She said God had a calling on her,....
and it was time to come back....
"It was time to listen"...."It was time"....

Her calling??
... to "share her story publicly with whoever might learn from it"...

As life came full circle, God took the wounds of her past and made something beautiful.
She is no longer running from Him, ....instead she runs to Him...
Her darkness has been pierced by the over flowing love of her Savior.
Willing to meet her,.... in her moments of pain,
He has brought her forth,..a lovingly restored vessel ..... overflowing with His blessings.

Even though her life had wandered dangerously far from her First Love,
she now lives to tell others that there is Hope to be had,
when life is lived in sweet obedience to the One who loves us more than life itself.

God is already using Maxine...
she lives to tell how blessed she is...
What she discovered is as close as .....your next breath.

How blessed are you my friend ??
Regardless of your past...He meets you where you are.


Saturday, June 16, 2012

Rescued

Psalm 18:16
"He reached down from on high and took hold of me; he drew me out of deep waters"


Benji, my two year old 'puppy' is laying at my feet...He is looking at me with big brown eyes...His biggest concern seems to be making sure I don't leave the room without him. He feels secure when I am near.


Earlier today I was at my brothers house...I watched my sister-in-law Mary, holding her granddaughter (my year and a half old great niece). Soon the little one was toddling ahead of her grandma towards the deep waters of the pool...Mary followed closely behind her...and scooped her up as soon as she came too close to the edge. My niece didn't realize the danger around her and didn't even know enough to trust her to save her. But my loving sister-in-law knew just when,...to save her from herself.


Sometimes I feel like Benji and I just need to 'be'...I want to curl up, in my heavenly Father's lap and rest easy...knowing He is near...
At other times I am oblivious to my own wandering and my need for His salvation...I wander aimlessly and often am found toddling near the edge of deep waters...and then at just the right moment He lovingly reach's out to me and sweeps me up and away from danger. Much like my niece, I don't even realize how many times he has saved me fom myself.


The Bible is pretty clear on the fact, that He loves us in spite of ourselves...


Romans 5:6-8
"You see, at just the right time, when we were still powerless, Christ died for the ungodly.  Very rarely will anyone die for a righteous person, though for a good person someone might possibly dare to die.  But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us"


So for now...simply rest...knowing He is near....and be thankful for the many times unaware..He has reached down, from on high, taken hold of you and rescued you from the deep waters. 
  

Thursday, June 14, 2012

The Stuff that Life is Made of..."

"Where do you find your strength?"  The question came to me in the middle of the night.
The answer came just as quickly.

I knew immediately where I 'should' look, but I also knew that so very often, the place I should look is sometimes the very 'last place' I go.


When life is the hardest, we often find ourselves in a crumbled heap at the foot of the cross. Maybe we don't even recognize where we are..
But isn't it true,..that when we hurt the most, it is in those moments
we realize how much we need something or someone to heal our wounds.
And the only One qualified to heal is, the very One who has risen above His wounds.

When we are at our wits end, we discover that He is the only One who can hold us together.


But what about the 'stuff ' that life is so often made of.....

From simple aggravations, and annoyances, to major frustrations,..... from low self esteem, forgetful husbands, anxiety, depression, nagging children, whiny teenagers, gossipy friends, cheating spouses, long awaited answers to prayers, bullys, endless searches for companionship, to self doubt  ...and the list goes on and on.... 
I am certain our daily 'stuff' is different for each of us and changes from day to day...


So lets pretend for a moment that He is asking you the same question that awakened me.
He is whispering.."Where do you find your strength?"

*Are you looking to friends and family for words of encouragement ? What if they don't have the right words or they are not around when you need them most??....

*Is your strength found in the bottle or other drugs ?....Eventually the bottle runs dry, you sober up and nothing has changed...

*Are you blaming the past ?...Our past can never be undone or outrun...but it can be built upon...

*Do you look to others for approval ?...God alone, sees your heart and He loves you right where you are...

*Are you beating yourself up, and somehow thinking that you deserve it ?....You don't deserve that and you are the only one who can decide to allow Him into your brokeness. 


There is really only one place you can go to really heal the wounds...And when you go there, you realize that
He has never let go of your hand,
He has never lost sight of you...
In a crumbled heap He finds you and restores your brokenness when you look to Him for your strength..
Joel 2:25 

“So I will restore to you the years that the swarming locust has eaten..."

Some of us hope for this more than others, and yet each of us know,...
It is time...It is time!!...to lift our eyes..to the hills...and take Him at His Word....
"I will lift up mine eyes unto the hills, from whence cometh my help.
My help cometh from the LORD, which made heaven and earth."
Psalm 121:1